New music, good music, and whatever I am feeling for.
Welcome to the twenty-third edition of my playlist Mood&Feels; enjoy.
(here is a direct link to the playlist)
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New music, good music, and whatever I am feeling for.
Welcome to the twenty-third edition of my playlist Mood&Feels; enjoy.
(here is a direct link to the playlist)
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New music, good music, and whatever I am feeling for.
Welcome to the twenty-second edition of my playlist Mood&Feels, enjoy.
(here is a direct link to the playlist)
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December 3 will always be my day dedicated to Mac Miller, so let me get into why.
He and I wouldn’t be where we are today if we didn’t go through different obstacles and challenges that continuously reshaped our hearts. I know it is cliche for me to say that, but his perception of pain and joy expressed in those periods always resonated with me. I have downloaded every CD, mixtape, feature – you name it; I have always been obsessed with Mac Miller.
When I saw The Divine Feminine Tour dates go up in the fall of 2016, I was shocked because Chicago was not on the list. So, of course, like the millennial I am, I opened up Snapchat to rant about my disappointment that the closest weekend stop was his Royal Oak, Michigan, show. My dear friend from college, Meg, replied to my story informing me that she had family nearby Royal Oak and that we could go to that show together.
I cried out of pure happiness as I proceeded to buy my ticket for the show. I began to ball my eyes out when I saw a meet-and-greet option and purchased that as well. I had ALWAYS wanted to meet Mac, and I was already feeling high off initiating the plan to meet my all-time favorite rapper.
I HAD to go to The Divine Feminine Tour because Mac Miller was bringing Soulection out as his support for the tour—my favorite independent label/collective. The Royal Oak stop has support from The Whooligan, a long-time DJ, and the Director of Operations for Soulection.
Excited about the show, I made an Instagram story tagging The Whooligan, hoping he would see it so I could tell him he had to sign my Soulection and chill hat. Success slid into those DMs; ya girl is slick; what can I say. Anyway, The Whooligan Julio agreed we’d link up at the show.
Sick. It is now December 3, 2016, and I have traveled by bus to Michigan and reunited with some of my OG DePaulians. I remember getting dropped off at the venue and waiting in a massive line for the meet n greet alone. I couldn’t believe all these kids and I were going to meet Mac Miller, had to of been at least a hundred of us. Security checked us and filed us into the Royal Oak Music Theatre. I remember a security guard telling us not to try to give Mac a single joint; those who did would be thrown out immediately; Mac was sober then.
Everyone got a number and a lanyard; the number was to help you find your picture online later. I got in the back of the line because I wanted to be one of the last, and I had to figure out what I would say. You’d think I would have had that planned out already, but being in his presence made my heart start racing, and by the time I got up there, I couldn’t help but start to cry. I looked him in the eye and thanked him for his years of incredible music that meant the world to me; I thanked him especially for bringing out Soulection on tour and asked why the tour didn’t stop in Chicago. He didn’t know why a Chicago stop wasn’t made, but he was impressed by my Soulection knowledge and sincerely thanked me for recognizing them. He also exclaimed at me, “Dope coat!”

I am not even lying when I say I am the only person he genuinely smiled with because I saw everyone else’s photos. I was living so so so so so so SO happy; I got to meet THE kid Mac Miller. How could my night get any better besides seeing him, of course? Well, the show did have to go on.
The Whooligan was up first and killed his set; the kids loved him; I say kids because I am pretty sure I saw many X’s on hands. I was 23 at the time lol. That’s this video above, a Snapchat, actually, as you can see the Mac Miller Divine Feminine Tour filter on it. lol
Next up was Mac. It was the 7th time I got to see him perform. He was on his A game.
And he played the two songs I wanted to hear the most.
Dang! ^ (feat. Anderson .Paak)
& Best Day Ever ^
“No matter where life takes me, find me with a smile
Pursuit to be happy, only laughing like a child I never thought life would be this sweet
It got me cheesin’ from cheek to cheek
And I ain’t going to wait for nothing
Cause that just ain’t my style
Life couldn’t get better
This ‘gon be the best day ever.”
– Mac Miller
I had been DMing Julio during the show; he informed me that he was coming to meet me. Not only was I finally getting to meet him, he tells me that Mac returned after the meet and greet to say to him, “A girl in a fur jacket thanked him for bringing Soulection with him on tour.” My eyes light up, night made. Julio signed my Soulection and chill hat and led me to the sound engineer for the finale and encore.
I can’t thank The Whooligan enough for making that night so special for me. Sadly, it was the last night I had with him. I had a ticket to see Mac Miller with support from his musical-brother Thundercat at Aragon Theater exactly two years after I met him in Royal Oak, Michigan. Coincidence? No, not for me. All I can say is to live beautifully without regret and go out of the way to do things for yourself that make YOU happy because, in the end, all that will matter is how you remember your life.
A special thanks to Meg for allowing me to stay with your family in Michigan, Sammy; for picking me up from the bus station and dropping me back off, and both of you for attending that show with me. I owe everything to this universe for allowing me to live a fulfilling life.
Rest Easy Malcolm James McCormick (January 19, 1992 – September 7, 2018)
#ForeverSwimming
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p.s. every Mac Miller mention is a differen’t song 🙂
New music, good music, and whatever I am feeling for.
Welcome to the twenty-first edition of my playlist Mood&Feels, enjoy.
(here is a direct link to the playlist)
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New music, good music, and whatever I am feeling for.
Welcome to the twentieth edition of my playlist Mood&Feels, enjoy.
(here is a direct link to the playlist)
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November 14th, 2017 Flying Lotus, Seven Davis Jr., and PBDY tore up The Rivera, in 3D. Yes, 3D glasses were passed out to all the attendees and Flylo’s entire set had insane 3D visuals. If you slept on that show, I am sorry because it was just as cool as it sounds.
But the story I am about to tell that followed the show is indeed out of this world; let’s get to how it began to unfold.
So, I decided to sit up top at The Rivera for this show because I did not want to be standing in a pit while 3D graphics flew out in front of my face. While up there, I started to run into a lot of different people I knew. One of which was sitting two rows behind me, as I said hello, he asked me if I was going to East Room after for the supposed non-official Flying Lotus after-party. As far as I knew, that Tuesday was Tequila Tuesday at East Room. But a few others began to tell me he was going to play at East Room, so I was in.
After the show ended, I caught a Lyft back to Logan Square with my dear friend Darinia, who attended the concert with me. She, unfortunately, was feeling a bit under the weather so I walked her home, and luckily she lived right by East Room.
Upon walking her in, I saw a bunch of guys skateboarding in the empty parking lot next to her alley. I thought to myself, I should ask them if they like Flying Lotus and tell them about the show. After I walked her inside and said goodbye, I decided I would say something to these guys, because why not. I believe in good karma, and good music deserves to be shared.
I had to of been at least 30 feet away when I tried to yell at these guys, “Hey do you like Flying Lotus?!” Of course, they didn’t hear me. As one decided to skate over towards me, I walked closer to him.
Rolling up, getting closer I realize it is Chicago’s very own Knox Fortune, whom had played his first solo show just the day before at Lincoln Hall. My mind starts going fully blown A.D.D. mode because I really wanted to go to that show because I saw Lido was on the bill too. But I was unable to go. Nonetheless, I still checking social media to find Lido’s performance. However, as I was checking every platform, every location tag to see posts tagged at the show, I didn’t see Lido at all. I needed to know if he played or not.
Next thing I know, I find myself saying, “Heyyy! How was your show last night, did Lido play!?” He laughed and said, “Yes, he was my drummer.” OOOh, I exclaimed, now this made sense why I didn’t see him playing his own set. Mystery solved.
I tell Knox and his friends that Flying Lotus is playing at East Room. They thank me for letting them know and tell me they’re going to Cole’s, but might stop by. I told them to have a great night and headed back into East Room.
East Room was dead in the best way possible. It was about 50 people, most from the show, and I knew at least a fourth of them, it was cool to see it like that. In the meantime, I am texting one of my best friends to get her self over to East Room. She’s a big FlyLo fan, and we were together at Summer Set 2014, when we met Flying Lotus himself, briefly.
Soon enough, Flying Lotus appears in the bar, with no music equipment whatsoever. Some die-hard fans were waiting in front of the DJ booth for him to play. He was so sweet, not only recognized that people thought he was there to play, goes over and greets the guys to tell them he wasn’t playing.
He was making his rounds around the room saying hi to everyone. When it got to my turn, I decided to ask him what program he uses for the visuals. Steve told me that not only does he use After Effects, but he himself also did all the animation. I thought that was awesome, I have always wanted to get into animation. I have After-Effects, and I took a brief intro class, but it’s just something I never get around to. I respect the talent and the craft. I also told him that I met him with my friend Steph at Summer Set and that she was coming. He geeked out and said he remembers her. LOL
East Room was starting to pick up, maybe the word was getting out that Flying Lotus was there because it was definitely a lot of industry people. Steph finally shows up, we got to catch up. It had gotten a little later in the night, I had a drink or two. I actually did a shot with my old friend Jonny Blaze, who was working that night, I’ve known that kid since high school. Spacing out, all of sudden I notice The Social Experiment’s Peter Cottontale who played with Knox Fortune the day before at Lincoln Hall.
Forgetting I saw Knox earlier, I go up to Pete and say, “Hey! You played yesterday, how was the show, did Lido play with you guys?!” He looks at me with a grin and goes, “You just asked Knox this! I was with just with him at Cole’s. Can I take a picture with you?”
Stunned I tell you, shooketh. Couldn’t even process that entirely, as I said ya sure, and he whips out his iPhone and takes a selfie with me. LOL. Thanks me and laughs, as I tell him I totally forgot I saw Knox. I told him to have a good night and walk off to find Steph.
I find the high-top she’s standing at and go, you won’t even believe what just happened to me. Before I can get into it, Steve comes back around and recognizes her and begins to say hello. I remember that I wanted a picture of us together, so we took this, and Steve kept insisting Steph had to be in it. Lol.

After all the shenanigans, it was hitting 1 am (say it an ilovemakonnen voice with me) on a Tuesday. Steph and I decided to call it a night and go home. I am grateful someone told me to go East Room that night, and that I am thankful I showed up. Still wishing to this day, that I could see the selfie that Peter sent of the two of us. Maybe one day it will surface.
New music, good music, and whatever I am feeling for.
Welcome to the nineteenth edition of my playlist Mood&Feels, enjoy.
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New music, good music, and whatever I am feeling for.
Welcome to the eighteenth edition of my playlist Mood&Feels, enjoy.
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New music, good music, and whatever I am feeling for.
Welcome to the seventeenth edition of my playlist Mood&Feels, enjoy.
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New music, good music, and whatever I am feeling for.
Welcome to the sixteenth edition of my playlist Mood&Feels, enjoy.
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